Monday, January 31, 2011

Why??

Why did I finally decide to start a blog.  Well it all starts with my favorite page on Facebook,  The Leaky B@@B!!  I went to the page for help one day.  I really needed some advice.  And who do I go to when I need some advice or kind words of encouragement, my fellow Leakies!!  Well in the end I got my advice and a few months later Emailed The Leaky B@@B and told her how my situation went and she asked me to write a guest blog.  I put this off for a couple of weeks.  I was scared I had never written a blog before.  I didn't know what to say.  I had helped out a few fellow leakies on this situation and knew what to say to them.  But writing a blog. That was a whole other world!!
               
                  So I sat down one day at the computer to start writing and nothing came out.  What in the world.  I even emailed The Leaky B@@B and told her I had no idea what to write but that I would start on it soon.  Then it happened.  And once I started typing I couldn't stop.  It all just flowed out of me.  It was like a dam had opened and while I was typing I was crying!  It was the most exhilarating feeling I have ever had!  It was amazing.  I didn't think getting my feelings out there would be that wonderful.  I felt like someone had cut me open and the whole world could see inside me.  It was scary and amazing all at the same time.  I was like the roller coaster ride you are too scared to get on and while you are on it you are screaming to get off, and the moment you do, you get back in line to do it all again!! 

             So here I am, I am gonna tell my story to the world.  Well maybe not the world but to whom ever will listen!!  :-)